*HUGS* TOTAL!
give zenzen more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

I lol.

jacked internet at school, woo. don't know exactly what i'm going to do with it, other than (obviously) goof around on lj. stare at that bunny some more. who knows.

i don't want to be here today.

i forgot my usb. fuck.

Title: Zero
Fandom: The Prince of Tennis
Rating: PG
Genre: Crack/Horror
Focus Characters: Horio, Tezbear and Inui.
Pairings: Horio/Tezuka
Summary: Horio is a natural failure.
Notes: Originally written for the latest round at the potcrackxchange , and for ezyls_girl . Totally ridiculous.

Brother's latest thing is going to Hopkins. This makes me and my dad LOL - but only when brother is not around of course. He goes through these phases, these things he thinks he wants to do. He has the drive and the mind to do anything he wants (he proved it with Badminton and, well, doing the chem homework i did bring home last year ;o), he just needs to decide.

That leaves me in a strange position. Five years from now, what will it be?

"Oh yeah, that's just my sister - the science dropout who sits at home and tries to writes books."

God, sometimes I hate him so much.

In other news, I'm really fucking thin. I never noticed till, um, size 2 dresses fit perfectlike yesterday. Well.





Also, I bought mountaintoclimb paid, but not me. Not me. WTF. This is just proof that my Tezuka icons outnumber life.

I AM IN THE APPLE STORE WITH STEPHY AND WYATT. :)

fuck.

8684 / 50000 words. 17% done!

happy thanksgiving from yesterday. :]

i am bursting to the brim with the knowledge that something must be said - but i have nothing, nothing to say.

i might be sick. typing is a bit of a chore.

the scale says i've lost weight but i feel like i've gained it. i must be sick.

my entire world has fallen into place omg.

well, okay, not completely but i feel a lot better and there's less hair on the floor?

I'VE BEEN POSTING SO MUCH I DECIDED TO DO IT AGAIN HEE.








sorry :'(

i

am

employed.

gleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee free coffee alkjaffjd;lka

hi i'm in social :> guess how zen is feeling

♯ Pick up to 10 OTPs.
♯ Describe them in less than (mostly) 15 words.
♯ Have your flist guess the OTP.


1) My Harry Potter OTP ♥ they are so doomed [Harry/Cedric: GUESSED BY CARO GLEE]

2) My RL OTP ♥ they are actually married

3) My NUMBER ONE FAVOURITE TENIPURI PAIRING ♥ they are so supportive :P [TEZURYO: GUESSED BY NAGI AND SUNNY HEEHEE]

4) My Sailor Moon OTP ♥ they never happened :< [SEIYAUSAGI: GUESSED BY CARO AGAIN GLEE]

5) My Favourite Het Pairing ♥ Harry Potter, of course :> [RONHERMIONE: GUESSED BY CARO AGAIN GLEEEEE]

6) LOL MY FAVOURITE KOTOR PAIRING ♥ they include a sexy pilot :>

7) LOL MY FAVOURITE KOTOR II PAIRING ♥ they include a sexy scoundrel :>

8) My Peach Girl OTP ♥ they are so canon i cried

9) My Supernatural OTP ♥ AND I'VE NEVER WATCHED THE SHOW LOLOLOL :P [WINCEST: GUESSED BY STEPHYWEPHY]

10) My Favourite Jane Austen pairing ♥ they are obscure and cracky


if you guess right, I GIVE YOU A COOKIE.

so i got the questions from the cuddle muffin ages and ages ago and decided to finally do it today BECAUSE IT'S FRIDAY WOOTWOOT.

01. There are 30 questions.
02. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
03. Answer one question with one name.
04. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

1. moeruzepikachu
2. hongssarahbear
3. gogo_up :>>>>
4. blauerschnee
5. omicheese <3
6. simonon OBVIOUSLY OMG
7. when_it_rains2
8. turkeyimposter
9. kaidoh_kitty
10. when_it_rains2
11. hongssarahbear :P
12. when_it_rains2
13. zen_strike heehee
14. obviously me
15. mountaintoclimb kjfasdafd
16. simonon
17. moeruzepikachu <3
18. lumelle
19. hughes_maes
20. simonon
21. simonon
22.turkeyimposter
23. larbling gigglesnort
24. kaidoh_kitty
25. turkeyimposter
26. turkeyimposter
27. moeruzepikachu
28. simonon
29. blauerschnee
30.  ILU ALL OKAY

another meme to go handinhand and whatever. the train of thought just crashed into the usual snowy mountain. omg i actually miss physics so much. :[ i'm such a quack. SUCH A QUART AAAAAAAAA.


Comment and I'll tell you what I like about you.

i feel so hot, but i'm freezing. i can't stop shaking. i can't stop thinking. i stared at a blank page today and wished i could fill it, with anything. with curves and lines that mean nothing, or bruises that mean nothing, or lives that mean nothing.

i want to run and run until i can't feel my fingers or my thoughts anymore, but outside is frightening. every morning it gets chillier and chillier and i wear less and less - i challenge you, inevitability. i challenge you, change. i challenge you, this neverending cycle of living and dying. i challenge you, blue sky -

this sky that isn't so far above as it once was and these clouds that dance and flutter in this wind that blows everything far, far away. someone else, somewhere, is going to have my summer. my lush grass and stormy weather.

i will be left with the snow and the cold, and i will keep waiting and waiting for it all to melt and wash away the decay and let the flowers bloom.

i'm so tired.

i see myself averaging a solid 77% throughout math. i also see myself committing ritual suicide at the feet of king dux when he turns over control of the world to stalin.

There is a strange kind of satisfaction in telling someone you really dislike that that gunk of gross between their teeth makes you want to keel over and puke.